When there is no way to please everyone and you try so hard to make others happy, you start leaving yourself behind and there is a point where you just can’t keep going on like this. How hard can it be to make people understand the fact that giving and not getting anything in return not only hurts but ruins feelings. After being dumped over msn yesterday and deciding to really think about what happened today, I still cannot believe there are persons that blindly love themselves so much they can’t even see how much others love them or what they are doing to make them happy. It is predictable that whenever they stop and realize they’ve lost people over and over again and feel lonely, they will have to accept that it takes two to make a relationship work and it is a big deal when you start finding easy ways out to get someone out of your life. 
Is still pretty irritating when you think that people can’t be honest and it pisses me off when they are so much older than me and still act in such immature ways. I have no idea why there is people that can’t handle the truth and they want it all the time, being honest is a talent not too many have and a problem not too many can deal with. Now it’s been too many days that I barely sleep or eat properly and I can’t get the thought out of my head, I guess it does take time to forget and yes, it is a very serious topic. Which is really the easiest and fastest way to forget someone? I have no idea and I probably will never have the answer anyway, but there sure is a question that will remain on my head.
About love…
How to love and not to let it get out of hand when you are supposed to give everything and get the same? Well I guess you just have to love people regardless and give as much as you can and as long as you want to, without hurting yourself. It’s still sad to think there might never be someone that gives it all too. Is there really a perfect moment or place to tell the person you love that you will no longer love them? How long does this feeling last anyway? … Does it have to be this hard?
April 30, 2008
Sleepless Nights
Posted by Kathy at 2:35 PM
Labels: Broken Heart, Deception, Love
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2 comments:
It will last one month for every day you were together. Seriously.
Actually, the best thing you can do is what I did - cut off contact completely. No msn, no facebook, no nothing. It's the only way you're going to get past it - by mentally putting it behind you.
I know where you are - I was in the same place in the summer of 2006. Except then, it was sleepless days because I had you to entertain me every day.
Good to have you back!
I guess i will, i know i need to do it so i will. Probably now than i am going back to everything that makes life ...life, then i will not even remember his name and sure hope this happens soon enough.
Luv ya! Doug!
Notoriusly Back!
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