Time Goes By...& Not So Slowly

So, I know...it's been years. I tried to keep up with the blog but it was so much harder knowing I also tried to keep up with live and there you go, I obviously was unable to make it happen to make it happen but here I am back and hopefully if all goes well I will stay for ever? Not knowing how long forever is anymore since nowadays time does not give me the privilege of planning or dreaming anymore. So much has happen and really nothing seems to be meaningful or unforgettable, I did have a close encounter with my past and fell in love with the illusion of a future that is now just the dream of something else that could have been! Unfortunately, did not go back to school in all this time and now I have to catch up on credits or I will be doom to working always and anywhere and never liking the life I am living.

The past two years have been so incredibly revealing too and they have pushed me into giving everything a second thought, even though you’re supposed to learn from your mistakes it seems to be something I do not have the ability to do. Happily I think after all the wrong that has been done to me, I have finally become what all they wanted and I definitely try to move on and not really care for whatever happens to anyone anymore. I must say to be honest and I mean perfectly honest; I am still pretty much in love with the idea that someday people will be more appreciative of the ones that do good to them and yet again I have been so disappointed it’s hard to think I will trust people again.

Since it’s been so long and I could write a book on the things I’ve had to experienced to get back in here, I am just going to start by posting some pictures of some really important people that I met and just let my words come to me so that I can explain the good an evil they’ve done to me. I’ve been unfortunate and stupid all at once.

Names to remember, the ex which I thought will be the one Ivan Cardenas and the friend which I know is the one Paula Vergara who is a.k.a Puppetina, and who is also expecting my first puppetinito nephew Lumon ( we do not know whether it’s a girl or a boy so Luna or Simon = Lumon). Will continue later, I now understand the importance of socializing, I can even write properly and it’s taking me years to know how to spell. Pictures to come and life to live...and such sadness to look back and see nothing has really changed or gotten better.




Thank God or destiny or facebook to get real, I finally saw Doug yesterday and remembered I have a blog TODAY! Somehow glad am alive.