The Comeback

Here I am again, writing on my blog and scare of everything I’ve decided to do. I might not really be scare of what I am doing so much but of the people I’ll see while doing it, it’s just that you never know what people are thinking and what they expect when they look at you after such a long time. When you really love someone and I am not only referring to your beloved one but to certain friends and persons that made such big impact in your life at a point and randomly disappeared at another. The thing is you always wonder what if? Well suddenly here it is, the opportunity to see them and share with them again and it’s scary.

On the other hand, I am still trying to pick up the pieces of me that have been left behind and I can’t see how to make them fit in the puzzle of my current lifestyle. I have decided that when I am actually able to get the 6000 puzzle that I started over a month ago done and over with, then I will have decided where to go and what to do. It’s just something that came up to me while realizing that it was just like my life and the fact that when I really want to do something a lot of things come up that just don’t allow me to get things done the way I want to. Here is a picture of the puzzle and if I could take a picture of my brain, soul and heart they will most likely look like this.



Pictures are up for Belleza Latina 2008 and I have not yet seen the newspaper but I think is out too, I have to get back to the gym and start doing so many things next week I just can’t understand how it’s all fitting on it’s own just like parallel parking…you know how you let the car go and just give it a little help and if you’re doing in properly it will get in straight on it’s own? Well, just like that I am just turning my steering wheel and my life might just do it on its own.



I guess this will be it for now, trying to get around Dreams, Flashbacks and Memories but words just seem not to come to me in the way I need to write it. Will get it done and up before tomorrow.