So, I told you how I felt today...

You: Then just go and be with him(Miguel). I'll be with another people, other three girls. DO what you want.

Me: Okay, listen why do you have to be so rude?

You: Me? What did I say?

Me: It's just that it sucks, how you always say things like that and make feel bad when I can't tell you anything because you go get really angry and get mad, but how come you can say so many things without thinking before hand. And I can get angry with you over it?

You: I was kidding, I was kidding.

Me: Well, you are rude and I don't like your comments.

You: Okay, I was kidding, I was.

Me: I am sad now because of you, because of your words, because it hurts. ( I wanted to cry, even though you don't believe it..I love you and I get hurt).

You: Okay, I'll call you in ten minutes.

Me: Ok...bye. (Hung up angrily, upset,disappointed, you didn't even say sorry to me.

.......Later:

You: Hey, how are you?

Me: I am upset, cause you are rude and it hurts. The way you are.

You: Ok, let's talk later then.

.....Always running ...always just not feeling....

Then, I didn't call you back. I got on the bus and started thinking, that and I realized, this is the way you are and I don't want to make you someone you are not. So, I just wanted to come home and call you and tell you that, Tell you this is who you are and how you are, I no longer know whether you are kidding or not, it just made me feel bad. Anyways I do no expect you to think or lie, I want you to be YOU. That's it. So, there you go babe, be you...as long as we are together, I'll try to make it better for us ok? I'll be here, loving you, missing you...seeing you.