So Much Going On...

I have been writing in scratch (Word) paper, my blog entries. I haven't been able to post any because my computer got a Virus and I have been unable to access my blog. I am happy to have gotten back to school and I am almost done this credit, just need one more and will finally get my High School Diploma. I want to look further into getting a career here, something in College or University which I need.

I look further to getting this done and finally be free to go wherever I want and be happy. Even though it is a state of mind, I will work hard now and be here for a while to be where I want to be. The Beauty Pageant is going and it's getting very close, very fast. I have no idea when I will be able to get a job and I really need to get one soon, since I have to go to Colombia either in September or December, the sooner the better.

Waiting for certain sings to know where to go, It is a crazy life and there is no right way anyway so gotta see what comes up. Living it up, pretty much doing the same things over and over again. Gym is great ...Hot Yoga ROCKS! Getting into the habit, now it seems harder to miss one day than to have to go one day, which is great.

I think I have understood why it didn't work with "The One", I've been writing the story and reading you understand so much better. Analyzing it from an outsiders point of view, just like it wasn't me who lived trough it. I will post it as soon as I am able to and I will let you know and judge. I just think it was better this way, even though it hurts a lot and it is not easy at all, it still was just how it had to be.

Reading "The Unbearable Lightness of the being" by Milan Kundera and understanding things that I already knew but just didn't see it as clear.