ThE cUrSe!

If you find path with no obstacles it probably doesn't lead anywhere.

I am going to call it "The Curse" just because that's what love is and yet it is so enjoyable that I can only enjoy feeling it ( Not all the time).

This is the draft of something that might have been a lie of what I felt ...Then.

I have realized and I know now that it is not possible for you to forget someone by being with someone else, I guess we are all different and we all love in different ways. There is no perfect anything...but there is always the chance of finding someone amid the sadness deception creates. The only thing is that the new person must be a person that makes you feel incredibly better than the last one, someone that strives to make you happy and does their part to make it work; otherwise it simply doesn't work.

The Curse you may ask yourself ...The One...yes you are right that's my curse and I only call him The One because that is how I refer to him in this blog and all those who read it know it this way, not at all because he actually is The One. Back to The Curse which he is, I think it is a Curse because even if you try, wherever you do the thought of that person is still in you head 24/7 and regardless of what you do, where you go the wish of having this person with is insanely big.

I know way more know about love and life than I knew back then, this past months have been very productive in that sense and I have learn a lot and know a lot more in depth of this feeling. I know I did my part and I did it well and I also know that I have to love regardless and expect nothing in return, that is love=freedom and it works.

Eleven Minutes taught me and I know it was right I can force love in someone but if the feeling is there it will arise eventually no matter how hard you try to run free from it. Love ...it all depends on the way you love ....Je T'aime.
Love, friendship, relationship, job, life...Nothing. The only thing we can do is accept our destiny, and if it's truth we can make it a different