...Feeling$

Somehow your scent is still lingering through my life
I feel the sadness and emptiness of not having you,
even though you will hurt me over and over again
and I know it will be more painful than anything else.

It's the shadow of what I thought was meant to be
and I beg of my heart to set you free, I please
that my soul gets out and hates you and I just wish
my head could run my feelings.

Let me choose my destiny and get you out forever
I might be lying,I might end up loving you again
but I know I shouldn't do it and I will somehow
convinced myself of what I deserve.

I feel restless and music is not pleasurable,
most things make me angry and love, love is not enough
it simply is not a reason to let someone
ruin you so deeply and purposely.