The Sky Is The Limit

I' ve been reading, following the path and trying to get to the bottom of who I am ...the person I've left behind in the middle of all the noise of my non-stopping world and with all the hassle I didn't remember to be more attentive and preserve that self.

I am getting somewhere very slowly and I needed all that has happen to realize I might have taken all the wrong paths just to find out that I will end up in the right one, there are many choices but there isn't enough time to try them all and still being successful, sometimes (very often ....more like lately) I feel that I am useless(I know am not), it's just the way I feel. There is no need of going deeper into that feeling, but I did thought it was because from all the time spend taking care of others, I have always ended up forgetting about me, my dreams,my goals,my soul, my heart...ME!

I see time going by...quite fast honestly and I think to myself if all of it was worth living, maybe something could have been better. Taking more chances, risks, other paths...But eh I took those ones and here I am today. I am kind off happy and regret less and I know there was a reason for all I can't see right now but I will see it someday.

I just spend the w/end in Kitchener and I talked to someone who made me realize how stupid I am for being scare and who Thank GoD told me so that I could run free from those fears and remember that I can have it all if I do what I have to in order to succeed. I know I will, the time has passed where I just waited for better things to come my way...I will make it big.