Unbelievable

This is definitely the only word I need to say right now, well Speechless seems more like it but I am going to stick with Unbelievable. I can't quite understand people lately, I am so tired and frustrated with all the pressure they put on my shoulders and how invasive they have become just shocks me. I just think that this is certainly my fault since I try so hard to make people happy I always end up giving them too much and then they feel like they have rights.

Rights; let's talk about that! How can people think they have the ability to manage my time and they can ask inappropriate questions and be rude just because I am such a good friend an give the best of myself.

After a weekend of incredible guilt I have now realize it's my fault for giving them so much trust and letting them into my life, I must now draw a line and point where MY life, privacy and rights are to myself. I have to make my "friends" understand that even though I love then to death and I am there for them, I got things of my own and most of all I OWN myself. I can't believe I even feel like I owe them! Shocking, all I have to say is...I am happy My Resolutions for this year are getting done and I will go back to focusing on MYSELF!

I have a car!!!! Not exactly a brand new car, but that's coming! I have too much to worry for already to go and get upset 'cause of other people, No Way. I now get it this is the message I was to get...Hello Kathy!! You gotta get back to You! They will have to work it out and you will have to make it on your own as always.


Ps: Doug I Miss YOU! You were one of those friends that are there for support but are not invasive...I miss you!