Moving In, Moving Out, Moving On

Itès been a while, I know, I am wrting to myself more than to anybody else. It has been a long time since I spoke my soul out which is the only way to escape this insane world. I feel powerful today, I have gotten my new place and I will be moving in tomorrow.

I am finally leaving my house to leave on my own and create my own life, I will be able to feel free and to embark on any mission wihtout fear of dislike or denigration...I feel free. I am nervous but I can not say I am scare, I feel I can make it and I know I can. I just wish everything goes well.

I am also moving on, moving on from that feeling of necessity to love someone, having felt what I felt I know that feelings evolve and are outgrown. There is no need to cry for someone who does not love you back, there is not much time to cry over it anyway. There are many choices out of feeling so empty, I wanted to belive it was possible, I deeply wanted to fall in love again and make it worth while but once again the blind street of love has taken my heart and broke it. Now, I only live to love myself, it is so much easier.